I’ve been thinking about you all day today. Again, there’s this amazing warm feeling building in my chest. Those little words you said to me last night have been stuck in my head. I’ve realized how much my feelings have grown for you within the past month. Almost every morning I wake, after the day we spent together, I feel like crying. It’s happy tears, but sad at the same time, because you’re no longer sleeping by my side. I’ve become accustomed to you by my side, that when I wake up the next morning I dread the events to come. I don’t want to go back to school, I don’t want to endure another lecture, another school day, another day filled with studying and homework. I want to spend it with you. I simply just want to talk to you, enjoy the day, laugh, cuddle, hold you. I want to hold you and never let go. My dream: it was a sign. I don’t know what sign it was, but it was a good one. The kiss we had, the way I held you, I felt that all in my dream. I remember it, and I absolutely want to hold that memory in my heart. I want to hold you in my arms. There’s a reason why I hold you so tight, so I can have you as close as I can. You may be 5.2 miles away, but this small amount of distance doesn’t change how much I miss you. I’ve noticed this feeling for weeks now, how much it has changed. Each and every single moment with you, has strengthened our relationship, has warmed my heart, has brightened my day, has made me look at you in a different way than I’ve had. I want you to be mine. I truly do. I see you in my future. I want you to be there in my future. I want to build my future with you in it. You have no idea how much this incredible bond we’ve made truly makes me feel like I am flying without wings.
-Yoyo
